Something I believe about writing;

Writing should for the most part sound like you talking and telling your story to your friends. Part of what made the classics great and turn them into classics, was that they so wonderfully embodied the time and place from which they originated. In most circumstances we do ourselves no favor when our own voices are not to truly be found in our work, somewhere. Obviously there are exceptions to every rule, but when I read a book I like to hear the author's voice and feel like I am being told a story by an old friend. Of course this is just me and my opinion. To each their own. 

Poem; Courage of The Honest Queer

Courage of The Honest Queer

by L. C. Bellami

written in the year of our Lord 2014

Born this Way

Born this Gai

I’m not a sin

Not led astray

I’m not a Mistake

God did not Forsake

I’m not Confused

I am not Fake

You tell your Lies

You spread your Hate

Your Wickedness will be your Fate

I am not Hiding

I won’t live a Lie

Not for you or anyone will I Lay Down and Die

I Will Stand and I will Fight

and I will always do what I think is Right

  

I am not Weak

But you Are Blind

I see your mask

On flesh you dine

You think you speak on God’s behalf

You are nothing but a talking Ass

You say you haven’t met the right woman yet

Well you haven’t had The Right Man make you wet

So go on with your ignorant games

You do not Know, you can not say

I was born this way, born this Gai

Your sin will Not lead me astray

You say I chose, but when did you

You sit un-hearing in your Sunday pew

I’m not confused, I am not You

I am who I am, despite those with no Clue 

God Made me as I am to stay

He tells me so when I do Pray

He Loves me always, even when I’m Odd

This Truth I Know beyond all facades

I Am a child of The Living God

News...and a new playlist!

So I am pretty much done with the editing process and re-writes for my short that I intend to put online to sell. I am still waiting on my Beta-Readers to give me some feedback and for my cover artist to get back into town so we can get the cover done. I have already made a playlist, but as you have no reference to why I would choose the eclectic collection of songs to listen to for my short story it will seem very random indeed. however you can find the play list by following the link below. It is simply titled N. F. and soon enough that will be explained! lol  


Nathan's Facade Playlist  

Blood White & Rose Red ~ A Poem by L.C. Bellami

                        ~Blood White and Rose Red~

Blood White and Rose Red

Bleeding out and left for dead

She left him there in the red of the snow

The blush of the rose now an ashen foe

Rose white and skin dead

The blue twilight covering his snowy bed

My shadow falls, the killer flees

I found him there, fell to my knees

I gathered him to me, kept him safe and warm

I carried him through darkest storm

I nursed his wounds and gave him rest

His presence in my bed, the hardest test

Snow white and blood red

His skin, eyes, lips…dance through my head

Raven hair and body fine

This man was the tempting kind

Blood snow, rose white

I fight the pull with all my might

My heart is full, my feet are lead

Dangerous beauty where angels won’t tread

Rose red and blood snow

Cupid’s arrow unleashed from bow

The shot was true, the pain so sharp

The angels played on golden harps

Silver sheets in raven night

He kissed me thus ending my fight

Our love put all the shades to flight

His kiss so strong became my plight

His body around me, oh so tight

He took me to his palace high

With spires reaching to the sky

He walked me down the rose red isle

Each step seemed a lengthy mile

On my finger he placed his ring

On my head his silver crown

His kingdom we ruled side by side

In snowy lands we did not hide

In twilight shadows we made love

Finding him, a gift from up above

Rose Red and Blood White

His love my life, his heart my light

                    ~

A Poem By L.C. Bellami

Written in the year of our Lord 2013

                    ~

"Sometimes Beauty isn't only Skin-Deep"! 

So this is your basic once upon a time fairy tale poem; about an evil witch queen who wanted and daughter to pass her power on to and first bore a son… whom she passed the majority of her power to but gave him no training. So he had power and the future crown. She then bore a daughter who had only a little power but her mother did train her. The evil bitch… I mean witch, yes witch… killed her husband and then her daughter killed her. Then the sister went after her brother to kill him. She got the jump on him in the forest and stabbed him. She was about to take his power and his crown until she heard someone coming. Scared it was the royal guard she took off like the little cowardly cunt that she was. Into the story comes the hot hunky woodsman / hunter / warrior…who nursed him back to health. The two fell in love and the prince took his lover back to the kingdom and married him, and the two live happily and gai-ly ever after!

Ps. The sister was finally hunted down and all her powers stripped from her. The she became a chamber maid for a horrible family. She died alone and miserable. That is what being wicked will get you so beware! 

This poem is what the woodsman wrote about the whole damn thing after he was the royal consort to the king.

I know…I have a warped mind…and I am proud of that! hahahahahaha

Who is Fatherless…

Who is Fatherless…

A poem of the wounded inner child who has found healing in Spirit

 by L.C. Bellami

In the year of Our Lord 2013, October 16^th, 8:20 pm;

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I come from the fatherless generation

With fatherless sons

To whose feet do I fall

Into whose arms do I run

Who will teach me to be a man

Who will help me make my stand

Who carries me when life gets rough

Who shows me how to be both open and tough

I come from the fatherless generation

With fatherless sons

On whose shoulders do I ride high

Who is there to help me spread my wings to fly

Who will listen when I speak my why

Whose voice can I hear when words fail to come

Were is the father to cause me and call me to be a son

I come from the fatherless generation

With fatherless sons

Who will teach me not to run

Who will teach me the right way to fight

Who will protect me in darkest night

Who will be there for the milestones

Who will be with me so I’m not alone

I come from the fatherless generation

With fatherless sons

Who will tell me I am more than the sum

Who will make it ok to cry

Who will point out the stars in the sky

Who will always be there to catch me when I fall

Who will push me when I stall

Where is the Father I can call my own

Where is that man who should have given me home

Only God The Father to fill this void

Only His voice can cause me to be overjoyed 

Only His voice to sing me peace each night

Only His voice to wake me with dawns early light

Only His arms to catch me and carry me through

So no one is Fatherless, not me and not you

My First Literary Achievement; a milestone declared!

Let it be known that as of 7:30-ish this morning your truly has completed his first finished literary work! I am now beginning the editing process in the hopes of getting it published. I am so Excited, Thrilled, Ecstatic, Luminous, and Incandescent right now!!! It feels really good to have one of my stories completed, because all of the others are works in progress. I feel Full, and Blessed, and Very Very Thankful! Today is a good day to be Alive! 

What's going on with me as of late...

Well I have been hard at work with several new projects while trying to get the free shorts done I have going on here. The next section of Immortal Beloved will be done when I get time; This man needs to make some money lol. The Joe Manganiello inspired shorts; I have decided to turn into separate shorts to publish as e-books if I can get approved, thus making me an Indie Author. A dear friend Author T. M. Smith has started her own Indie publishing house called T.T.C. Publishing. I am starting my own division of T.T.C. Publishing... O'Raven House Publishing. It is our hope to get other Indie Authors to publish under these Publishing Titles. Wish us luck will you? So as you can see I have not been fooling around, I have been hard at work. I hope to publish my first finished work online to buy within the next few months.



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